Weigh-in?

Ok, I haven’t weighed in for a while or posted any sort of weight anything.  I know, pictures or it didn’t happen, weigh-in this morning was around 183lbs.  I’ll take a picture next week.

This lady – Has been doing a “free” (members only??) MasterMind on Mondays in June.  I managed to miss the previous two and decided to dial up Monday night.  I was on my way out the door to run errands and had every excuse not to dial up and did it anyhow.  There weren’t many folks on the call and I was looking for motivation.

Funny, I have all the factors for motivation there.  I know what I want.  I know what I don’t want.  I want to be healthy.  I don’t want to follow in my mother’s footsteps and need to take action.  I have to keep up with the kids.  I’ve done this before, I’ve gotten fit, I’ve planned for a goal of doing the Breast  Cancer 3-Day (would have done it this year if it weren’t for Komen’s politics!).  I just don’t appear to want it “enough” or I’d get out of my rut and do what needs to be done.

Yesterday I got up and went to the gym.  It was incredible that it took me over an hour to get out of the house.   I have no idea what that was all about.  Today, no gym and I am out of the house.  I think part of the out of the house bit is being unemployed.  Need to fix that.